I am currently in my third year at Eastern Michigan University. Personally I don’t really see much of a significance to this statement, but more recently its been brought to my attention that maybe I should. You see, somewhere between the beginning and the end of your junior year of college, apparently you reach some sort of invisible mile marker. Its like all of a sudden everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, starts asking you what your plans are for after you graduate. To me being a junior means I’ve still got another whole year to think about things before I graduate, but to everyone else there seems to be a lot more sense of urgency! To them its more like “OH MY GOSH, you only have 1 year left?!?! I’m assuming you’ve got every detail of the rest of your life planned out by now, so tell me your plans!”…Ok so maybe I’m being a bit dramatic, but honestly at times thats exactly what it feels like, and it kind of freaks me out.
See, I’ve always been the girl that has everything planned out. I know exactly what I want and I probably already have a 10 step plan on how to get there. I knew where I was going to college before my junior year of high school was over, I knew what I was going to major and minor in, and I always thought I knew exactly what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. I was going to graduate with a degree in Communications and Marketing after 4 years of college, get a solid career working in my field, get married, have kids, and live happily ever after.
Now although this “perfect life” I had planned out sounds like a pretty good set up, there are a couple big problems with these plans. 1) They’re just plans! there not set in stone and things change as time goes on. 2) I made these plans when I was in high school and I’ve changed A LOT since then! And 3) whether I realized it or not at the time, these were plans that other people had made for me and not necessarily things I wanted. These were expectations placed on me from my family, my teachers, and society. People who had already chosen their paths in life and wanted me to to follow in the same boring cookie cutter paths that they did, and probably their parents, teachers, and society did before them.
Now I’m not trying to bash on all the people in my life who care about me or are concerned for my future, and I’m definitely not trying to say that junior year is this big horrible ball of stress, I’m actually trying to get at something pretty great. You see the GREAT thing about college, is that more then anything you might learn in your classes, you learn A LOT about yourself. You learn independence, responsibility, you gain more life experience, and more then anything you learn what it is that your passionate about or what it is that inspires you…and THIS is where you find out what it is you want to do with the rest of your life.
(Now if you read my blog post from last week you may be thinking at this point “how does this post have anything to do with social media & social change?” and my answer for you is….just hang on a second, I’m getting to that.)
You see, because so many people have been asking me what I plan to do with the rest of my life it’s really been weighing on my mind. And about a week ago in the height of all this stress I had one of those amazing epiphany moments in life. I was sitting in the student center at my school, stressing over papers I had to write, work I needed to do, and internships I needed to look up, when I finally reached my breaking point. I put down my planner, my notes and my textbooks and I got on my laptop. I wanted to just forget about all the stresses of my life, put my headphones in and watch some of my favorite YouTube videos. So I went to my favorite YouTube channel JacksGap…and as I was sitting there laughing and smiling watching their videos about their travels, and their filmmaking, and more importantly their charity work, I realized that the answer was right in front of me all along!

I want to be JacksGap! Now if you’ve never watched any of JacksGaps videos then you may be saying “Huh?”…So to put more simply, I just want to make a living doing what it is that makes me happy! I want to spend my time blogging and vlogging (video-blogging) about the different events in my life, I want to travel and experience different cultures first hand instead of just reading about them in a textbook or hearing about them on the news, and more importantly I want to do all of this with the intent of creating social change. Basically I want to do something positive with my time and efforts in hopes of leaving this world in better shape then I found it. Now, I may not have the funds to travel the world or the following to create a huge impact, but I’ve gotta start somewhere and that’s what this blog is for me. Being a full time social media advocate for some sort of charity may not be the most realistic dream, and it’s probably not the answer most of my family and friends would want to hear in response to their questions, but it’s what I’m passionate about and to me just realizing that has made me so happy.
Now why am I telling you this? Well when I started to write this post I fully intended on just doing a social media & social change spotlight on JacksGap. The reason being: they are the epitome of what it is that I’m trying to write about. They’re brilliant filmmakers, they use their immense influence on social media for so much good, they’ve been my inspiration and my role models for years now, and ultimately they are the reason I decided to restart this blog. But when I started writing I realized that because they’ve had such as great influence on my life, I had sooooooo much to say about them. So I decided to make the JacksGap spotlight a two part blog post! This post is more about “my story” where I got my inspiration for this blog and why JacksGap is really the reason behind it all….and next weeks post will be all about their YouTube channel, their blog, all the success they have had and how they have used that success to really make a difference in the lives of so many people. So check in next week to read part 2 of my JacksGap spotlight, thanks again for reading another extremely long post, and I hope you have an amazing week! 🙂